Eff You

My thought process is a mess
Messed up by your ignorant elegance
Your negligence really grinds my gears
It seems like everything I say goes in one ear and out the other
Which creates another problem
Got me bothered
Wanting to say eff you
But damn when you throw that thang on me
A bad girl to the T
What you lack in trust you make up in lust
But that still attracts me
Sadly the physicality calms me
And calmly takes my mind out of time
Leaves me blind to fact
As you get me bothered
And say I want to eff you
But as easy as things get better things get worse
Cursed with this blessing
Blessed with this curse
But living without this
I don't think I can
When out comes to letting go
Even though I'm bothered
I can't say eff you