Tuesday, August 20, 2013

No Pain No Pleasure: Chapter 4


As the sun rose again to shed light through Andrele’s window, it shines on the unawaken. Exhausted mentally from the previous day’s unexpected series of events, Andrele’s sleeps a little later than he usually does on a day when he knowingly has plans. Considering the fact that he had been tossing and turning the entire night, his sleeping in isn’t unbelievable. The fact that he had been wrongly hated a man that wasn’t of the character that he was accused of was seriously eating him up. Thoughts of “What to do now?” and “Can the time lost really be made up?” flooded his mind. Andrele thought of times that Pat would try to simply talk to him and Anderele would blow him off. All Pat’s attempts to better the relationship between the two of them were eventually, if not right away, shut down by Andrele’s hatred. So how are things really going to be repaired?  All that Andrele could hope and pray on is that Pat would continue to want things to be better.

Knocks at his front door awakes him.

“Not again…” Andrele said as the knocking turns into banging. “Hol up…I’m coming…Give me a second.”

He makes his way to the door half sleep pleading with knocker outside his door.

“PLEASE STOP KNOCKING!!”

He opens the door and it is his publicist Tanya Mercy.

“I’m sorry if this is a bad time but I had to come check on you…You wasn’t answering yo phone and I just wanted to make sure you were ok.” She said walking into the loft.

Andrele slightly annoyed but understanding replies.

“Yea…I’m straight…Things are just crazy right now man…”

“I mean I understand…Honestly like how you feeling right now?” Mercy asked.

“I guess I’m fine…” he said. “But I just can’t believe…man…”

“Can’t believe what Drele?” she asked.

Andrele sat her down and explained the previous day in entirety.

“Damn boy….You were really going through it yesterday…” she replied to the story. “How you gon deal wit that?”

“Honestly right now I have NO clue…” he said. “I kinda just hope it works itself out forreal forreal!”

“Well deal wit it the best way you know how…and always know that you got me in your corner.” She said as she grabs his hands.

“I know I know….and thank you so much…” she replied. “That shit just got my mind going.” Andrele said.

“I understand…………….Hey…..Get dressed…Let’s go grab something to eat or something.” Mercy said.

“Tanya….I ain’t really feeling it...I ain’t really hungry.” he said.

“Man come on Drele…I’m not taking no for an answer.” Mercy stated as she pushes him for the couch and toward the stairs.

“Aight…Aight….I’ll go….” He quickly replies. “But I get to pick where we go cause you know you ain’t got no taste.” He said.

“REALLY? THAT’S HOW YOU FEEL?” she replies.

Andrele got dressed and the two headed out. With it being Andrele’s decision on where they would go, it kept things “real southern like” as he chose to go to Waffle House.

“Umm may I have the All-Star Special….I want my eggs scrambled WIT CHEESE and may I have sausage instead of bacon…….O and kept that hash and make it double cheese eggs!!” he told the waiter excitedly. “Wit OJ please?...O and EVERYTHING is on her…THANK YOU!!!”

“Boy you a mess…” Mercy said laughing and shaking her head. “May I have 2 sausage, egg, and cheese biscuits please and coffee? Thank you.”

“See I told you you ain’t got no taste…You come to the “Home Of The All Star” and don’t get an All Star…What wrong witcha?” Andrele said.

After the two ordered, they sat, talked, ate and enjoyed themselves. With some much business time, they hadn’t had much time to simply just enjoy each other as friends and not co-workers. They exchange many laughs and life stories and really get to know each other on a platonic level.  This had to be one of the intimate conversations that the two had shared since Tanya was hired has his publicist.

“So what is the move…are we going to do the appearance or not Drele?” she said.

“Yea I guess we will…Ain’t nothing wrong wit a lil community service…plus it ain’t like I got anything else to do…” he replied.

On arrival to the community service event, Andrele and Tanya were immediately greeted by the event’s coordinator, James Willis; a children’s right advocate.

“Hello…How are you?....Mr. Driek correct?” he said greeting Andrele.

“Yes that is me and I’m fine….How bout yourself?” Andrele replied.

“I’m absolutely well….and who might I ask is this gorgeous queen that accompanies you?” Willis said as he inspects Tanya’s petite frame.

“Ummm…she is my assistant/publicist Ms. Tanya Mercy…” Andrele said.

“Hi…what a pleasure it must be to be blessed with such beauty Ms. Mercy…I’m glad you have blessed me and this event also…” Willis said as he grabs Tanya’s hand and gently kisses it.

“Uh…such a gentleman…nice to meet you…” she answered.

“Yes ma’am…chivalry definitely isn’t dead….” Willis said. “But back to business…Andrele today’s agenda will consist of simply fraternizing with this old cidevant retirees and Atlanta’s vibrant youth….That seems easy enough right?....Right Ms. Mercy?”

“Yes I do believe it should Mr. Willis!” Tanya said.

“So if you will follow me into the conference room I will assist you in the process of getting signed in and we can begin…this way please?” he said directing them and proceeding to walk off.

“Mercy what was all of that?” he whispered to Tanya before they followed Willis.

“What do you mean?” she asked.

“All that flirting you were doing...O yes Mr. Willis….You’re such a gentlemen….” he said laughing at and mocking her.

“I was just being nice…and he is a gentleman from what I just seen...Are you….are you jealous?...Green isn’t a good color for you!” she replied.

“No envy here at all….” He said quickly.

“Come on before this dude gets too far away…” she said.

“You need to stop at the refreshments first don’t you” Andrele asked.

“No….Why you asking?” she asked.

“Cause you looking thirsty as hell!” he said laughing.

“Man come on here…” she said.

Tuesday, August 13, 2013

Eff You

My thought process is a mess
Messed up by your ignorant elegance
Your negligence really grinds my gears
It seems like everything I say goes in one ear and out the other
Which creates another problem
Got me bothered
Wanting to say eff you
But damn when you throw that thang on me
A bad girl to the T
What you lack in trust you make up in lust
But that still attracts me
Sadly the physicality calms me
And calmly takes my mind out of time
Leaves me blind to fact
As you get me bothered
And say I want to eff you
But as easy as things get better things get worse
Cursed with this blessing
Blessed with this curse
But living without this
I don't think I can
When out comes to letting go
Even though I'm bothered
I can't say eff you

Friday, August 2, 2013

Wandering...

My minds wanders.....
Wanders...wanders....wanders....
I can't seem 2 get a hold of my thoughts
U've brought me 2 this
Thoughts of kissing yo lips Thoughts of running my fingers tips all over U
Caressing U
Losing my myself in U
I can't get out of my mind the thought of my tongue on every part of U
Would U Like that?
With a sex appeal SO real
I jus dont know how 2 contain my thoughts....
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Thursday, August 1, 2013

I Wonder

I wonder if U notice
I wonder
I wonder if U notice my corner stares
My quick glances
And brief looks at yo hair
Style and smile
I wonder do U notice everytime I get around U how I jus...
How would I say...
Stay longer than expected lol
Do U?
Do U notice this at all?
Even the slightest?
Notice even the lightest bit of flirtatious smiles
Maybe its jus me...
Maybe I'm jus trippin
Slippin
But I wish I can tell U how much I love 2 see walk up and past
Jus a fast breeze by makes my day
I'm rambling
I jus wanna let YOU kno U be on my mind

Don't White Out (When He Returned... Reply)

In a moment of clarity in all sincerity I must say that I really do apologize
I apologize for leaving your heart in the cold
Now that I desire to hold it
My attempts are null and void
But I must commence 2 speak at my defense that U did not release your heart at my knowledge
See I do vividly remember things being wonderful
Beautiful vibes ascribed 2 our deep mental and physical attractions
Our actions spoke much as we created passion without a single sensual touch or meeting of the lips
Just sips of yo intellectually romantic juices of such
But in steps 2 advance the romance your steps became hesitant
Evidence of cold feet left me wondering
Wondering where your mind might be since "WE" was not something that was considered
So as your pen begins again remember that because of certain circumstances our stances on situations may be a little skewed
But also don't exclude the magic we created through verse
Dont construe this as rude and terse
You still captivate my mind with lines that complete my soul
Boldly taking me into another world
Gurl just don't let your mind forget
Don't white out

When He Returned...(Writing 2 My Heart Reply) By: A. Marie Rose

My heart spoke to you worlds ago. Way back when all she knew about love was you. She whispered her spoken words in your ears and wrote you letters of romance. But you opened my chest only to make my heart more vulnerable to heartbreak. I was caught up in everything about you,your dreams, your life,your smile… We had been friends since junior high. But times back then were so complicated and we did not understand how to love eachother, let alone just love. And years later you walk back in my life writing me lullabies and poems. How dare you write to her now? How dare you try to love her now? You left her in pieces sprawled amongst the pebbles on the street. She cried in your absence and you cared not. Your present words inspire me. You are now the man I wanted back then. You understand all of my characters, including the commas,periods,and spaces of my words without me ever uttering a word verbally to you. You appreciate my pain and my fantasies that I paint in my poems. I’ve loved a writer before and although I’d want to bring myself to let you in,you already crossed and destroyed that bridge. Out of hope I gathered the ashes and left them in a boxfor you to grab if you ever returned. But you never did so I stored them in a place that I never thought I would see again… But you’re back. Writing out the stories of my heart like she gave them to you in an interview. You’re back like you never left and she has no idea of what to do about that… So she writes.
                                 -A. Marie Rose

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Writing To My Heart

What is this U do 2 me? Caught up on ur every word...Every curve of ur R's 2 the doting of ur I's drives me wild...Insanely ally my eyes run through ur words as ur emotions surged through me...U see I've never experienced this feeling b4...Someone who can appreciate this art...Makes me start 2 wonder am I missing out on something...or someone...Someone I can share something special with...A bond that goes deeper than jus the surface...A bond that is cold enough 2 send chills yet hot enough 2 burn millions in time...I find myself chasing the love U speak of but its always out of my grasp...But that makes me ask could I be the one 2 give U what U need...Maybe if its meant 2 be I'll find out some day...